Hawk-moth & the Hibiscus

Hawk-moth & the Hibiscus

Some moments stick with you, even years later. One of those moments for me was born from the time I spent in my cozy 1-bedroom cottage in Santa Barbara. It was a charming little space, with a back porch that looked out onto a lattice entwined with vibrant morning glory vines. For eight years, I watched hummingbirds flit and dart around the flowers, sipping nectar and bringing life to the garden. But it wasn’t until my final year there that something truly magical happened.

It was late summer, edging into fall, when I first noticed what I thought were hummingbirds zipping around the morning glory—but something was off. These “hummingbirds” weren’t coming during the day, as they always had. They were swarming at twilight, just after sunset. At first, I thought I was imagining it. But it kept happening night after night. Curious, I turned to the internet for answers, and what I found blew me away.

These weren’t hummingbirds at all—they were hummingbird hawk-moths! I had no idea such creatures existed. With their rapid wingbeats and long proboscis, they mimicked the hummingbirds so convincingly that I hadn’t thought to question it. Yet there they were, working the night shift, drinking nectar from the same flowers that their daytime counterparts favored.

This discovery led me down a rabbit hole of research about both hummingbirds and hummingbird hawk-moths. I was fascinated by the parallels between the two species. Did you know that hummingbird hawk-moths are capable of hovering in place just like hummingbirds? And that their wings can beat up to 85 times per second? Watching them felt like witnessing a miracle of evolution right on my back porch.

Hummingbirds, of course, are no less remarkable. With their iridescent feathers and ability to fly backward, they’re nature’s tiny acrobats. They’re also fiercely territorial, which I learned watching them fight each other off from their favorite flowers. Yet despite their feisty nature, there’s something undeniably magical about their presence. They’ve been a symbol of joy and beauty in cultures around the world, and now I understand why.

This story and my love for these creatures inspired a piece of artwork I call “Hawk-moth & the Hibiscus” It captures the moment of connection between the two worlds—the day and the night, the familiar and the mysterious. The hummingbird hawk-moth drinks from a vibrant hibiscus bloom, a nod to the endless cycle of life that plays out in nature if we only take the time to notice it.

I hope this piece resonates with you as much as the real-life moment resonated with me. Nature has a way of surprising us when we least expect it, reminding us of the beauty that exists in even the smallest details.

Food Actually in the Air

Did you know that I have a Instagram account where I throw food in the air and take pictures of it? I gained my inspiration for this account because people were posting #foodintheair and the food wasn’t actually in the air… They were just holding it up. I thought, maybe we should actually make it fly. And so, Food Actually in the Air was born.

I don’t know where this project will head in the future, but at the moment it’s fun experiment on capturing that perfect moment where the texture of the food juxtaposes the background and hopefully the emotion of the people in the photo. I imagine it will remain somewhat surreal.

My idea is that eventually the project can be used to gain awareness and funding to fight global hunger. Let’s have some fun while we do it.

Click this link to check it out: Food Actually in the Air

Art for Awareness | In Collaboration with the Wellness Connection Council

“What Gives You Hope?”

Last year I had the pleasure of collaborating with the Santa Barbara Wellness Connection Council. Our mission was to create a piece of art to display at the annual Mental Health Arts Festival. I was called upon to design a experience for the 9-12 grade kids from SB High, San Marcos, and Dos Pueblos schools to turn inward and contribute to the piece of art by answering the question “What Gives You Hope?”

The Mental wellness Center of Santa Barbara has many programs that target local youth and adults in order to spread mental health awareness. Their Mental Health First Aid program gives the local community the tools necessary to help people having a mental health crisis. The Mental Health Matters program visits local 6-9 grade schools to help educate kids on the importance of mental health and give them the tools to identify mental health issues happening to their friends, family and classmates. The Wellness Connection Council program is a student run leadership program where the students raise awareness and reduce stigma around mental health by promoting self-care, connection, kindness, education, prevention, and outreach amongst their peers.

When I was asked to participate in their end of year celebration I jumped to the opportunity to give something back to these kids that are having a monumental impact on our community. I was asked the day of and so I naturally had a very short amount of time to put something together. Let me walk you through my process and share some awesome photos from this celebration

Illustrator Render

First I needed a basis for the painting so I jumped in to illustrator and combined a nice line drawing I found for Mental Health with the Wellness Connection logo. I later replaced “Mental Health” with “Wellness Connection” to make it more fitting.

After setting up the canvas with a basic wash of blue and purple, I used a computer and a projector to project the outline of the image onto the canvas.

A word of caution: Since projectors are not capable of producing as much contrast as your computer screen, you might have issues like I did with making the rendering lines too thin. In my example, I added a grid to my render but since the lines were so small, it was impossible to see with the projector. Luckily my image was thick enough to see on the projection.

The canvas is now ready for the kids!

Next comes the fun part. After a brief explanation, the kids were excited to jump in! At first they were a little nervous about perfecting their contributions, but after a little encouragement and fun, they had a blast making the piece of art their own. It was such an incredible time.

Spirit & Body

Spirit & Body

I decided to create and share my first artwork. The title is “Spirit and Body”. This piece arose out of friction and pressure I was feeling from outside sources to reveal personal medical information. I contemplated my own boundaries and realized that my privacy begins at my spirit and body. This piece encapsulates this boundary.

Medium: Collage

Andrew Freeborn 2022